Los Angeles is heavy. You can see to the ends of the earth and there's nowhere further to go.

New York is stressed out. People are angry. Two of my friends, both gentle and intelligent, and I all independently, got into altercations tonight. I demarcate myself, because I was the antagonist in my tussle.

I am a little stressed out with nostalgia for the future. That is the way to be, but I'm not quite right. I am melancholic for the future. and that is the worst way to be.

Melancholia implies a depression. Nostalgia implies a haze. but possibly a fiery haze.

I don't mean to be a beatnik, but Proper Valuation is mystical. It derives from, and makes sole reference to, The ratios and their harmonics.


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